These couple years there has been a lot of thing going on, So I took a break
from my social media and blogs, and YouTube especially. I may said I quit
making YouTube videos. It is about my crisis identity, mental health problem,
just a quarter life adult things :)
And, I changed too.. My style, I look different then how I used to look. My
personality now a bit more bubbly kind of person, like more easy going, (not
my self described these but some old friends told me so).
Last time I wrote a bout my moving to Sydney. 2 years passed and I am still
here, in Sydney.
This is more personal but since I move to Sydney, I found my self in difficult
situation a lot more time, a lot of things happened and it gave scars that
hasn’t fully heal. I would say I was alone, depressed, and harm my self a lot.
I couldn’t explained more but I wanna say I am okay now. I left those place, I
am still having ptsd sometimes but I'm recovering now.
It is a such a heavy topic to talk after gone for year's and suddenly
explained these situation here in my beloved blogs. I just love this blog so
much it’s like those old friends you have been known for a long time and
always try to find again to tell how is your life going. But I know no one
read this blog, so that is why I feel safe here. ❤️
When I was on my lowest, I met some a good people that saved my life I would
say. They didn't realise but they did. I am so much better now. Still sad
sometimes, but I have an escaped. My friend. We hanging out out in our free
time and eating a lot of foods, omg I love foods. But now it’s lockdown in NSW
so I couldn’t see them but we still talk in Instagram and I miss them a lot,
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